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♱ support your local library!
⠀⠀4.25.24 — mood: cheerful ( ´ ▽ ` )

i went to TWO libraries today!! i rode my bike to my local branch to return some books but couldn't find a book i was interested in, so i decided to drive over to the second closest branch. there i was able to find THREE books i wanted to read! one is a steely dan companion (very fun so far!), another is an anthology about different impactful music recordings and the third is a book full of experiences of queer people in appalachia. i typically don't like to check out (or read) more than one book at a time but i got so excited! in other news, i finally got my car registered which is such a relief. i put it off for way too long but thankfully the person who helped me at the dmv didn't ask about it!

♱ happy 420!
⠀⠀4.20.24 — mood: accomplished ─=≡Σ((( つ＞＜)つ

for record store day my partner and i biked up to our local record shop and i found steely dan's the royal scam and he found a special version of two sisters of mercy eps on one record with a blue smoke vinyl! after that we biked around a nearby lake and saw some mallards and canadian geese! we biked a total of about 5 miles and it was a great workout. :}

♱ untitled
⠀⠀4.19.24 — mood: calm ( ´ u ` )

i just got myself a used bike, a nishiki a-line! i can't find much info about it online so i'm not sure what year it's from but i'm very happy with it so far! my partner got one too and he's been having a blast. i'm happy to have something that helps me get out of the house. :}
i just finished replaying hypnospace outlaw; i would absolutely reccommend this game to anyone that loves the old web or neocities. super excited for the sequel to come out, it seems like it's going to have some cool frutiger aero aesthetics and another great soundtrack.

♱ and new...!
⠀⠀4.7.24 — mood: happy (´ ∀ ` *)

congratulations to our new wwe champion, cody rhodes! furthermore, i'm happy with the direction that wwe is heading toward; this new style isn't so PG-rated and it seems to take what fans have wanted for years into consideration. wrestlemania 40 was such a step up from what i've seen in the past. excited to see what comes next...

♱ wm40
⠀⠀4.6.24 — mood: determined ʕ •̀ ω •́ ʔ

just finished watching wrestlemania night 1... all the matches were pretty good! i enjoyed seeing the usos match; i was excited to see damage ctrl vs bianca belair, jade cargill & naomi but i only caught the last few moments. i was also super happy to see sami zayn win the ic title against gunther: definitely glad to see that title finally move after a billion years. the main event went as expected but it was entertaining nonetheless! i think cody will win tomorrow. i'm not sure if seth rollins will, though. it would be interesting storytelling to see seth essentially sacrifice his title to help cody. wwe has definitely let me down in terms of storytelling before, so who knows!

♱ idea!
⠀⠀4.6.24 — mood: excited ヽ(´ ∀ ` ☆)ノ

last night i had an idea of creating a fictional wrestling universe with my partner!! we were both pretty sleepy when i had the idea so there's much to be discussed but since we both are artists and love wrestling storytelling, i don't see why it wouldn't be a fun idea. i'm likely getting ahead of myself even writing this entry but i'm just so excited about the prospect of it!

♱ tried something new!
⠀⠀4.4.24 — mood: satisfied (⌒‿⌒)

yesterday, my partner and i tried ethiopian food for the first time! i had a dish called dulet that's basically tripe, liver, peppers, onion all chopped finely and sauteed in butter with spices, served with injera. it was super savory with a pleasant level of spiciness! the portion was so huge that i had some for lunch today with some rice and i still have some left over. i'm happy i had the chance to try it; i love to try different cuisines.

♱ tdov
⠀⠀3.31.24 — mood: proud (っ´ω`)

i can't believe i've been out for about a decade now. feels unreal. i'm lucky to still be here. hrt has made me feel more comfortable in my skin and i'm happy to be able to flourish as myself. the world seems a bit scary right now for trans people but i truly believe that love will conquer all in the end.

♱ getting back to it
⠀⠀3.27.24 — mood: calm ( ´ ω ` )

i will spare you all the details – after a brief and inconvenient time away from my website, i return! i'm happy to be working at it once again. i will likely change my url soon but until i find something i'm happy with, i will be 444bloodthirsty444. i won't be returning to my old one, at least for a long while. in the meantime, i've been making some small cosmetic changes here and there. thanks for sticking around! ♥