this mess is a place... UNDER CONSTRUCTION...

i'll have cheese on mine

10/03/2025: new blog post and general fuckery.

03/17/2025: added new photos. some visual changes.

03/06/2025: new blog post too long for the front page.

02/19/2025: new blog post.

12/02/2024: new blog post and new photography added.

11/29/2024: visual overhaul and simplification.

11/26/2024: new blog post.

8/5/2024: added new digital art.

7/30/2024: added a spot for an upcoming shrine, added new photography, housekeeping.

7/8/2024: just some housekeeping.

6/25/2024: complete visual redesign! enjoy!

4/26/2024: new username! new page button courtesy of flailuser!

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10/03/2025: a long awaited update

hey guys, sorry for the long absence. i accidentally became important at my job. half-jokes aside, i really would love a visual overhaul of this place. maybe a name change, too. i've been through a bit this year in my personal life and some of it has (sort of painfully) reminded me that i'm a real person. during this year i've done a lot of "people pleasing" and a big part of that is not really... paying attention to myself. maybe coming back here and expressing myself in a fun way might bring a little piece of myself back to me. and hey, if it doesn't, at least i had fun working on this little project of mine.

here are some things i want right now, however big or small, regardless of its relevance to my site:

  • build my own (humble) computer
  • go to a convention
  • see my family
  • cook at home more
  • continue saving money
  • start drawing again (oh, you thought i was only neglecting this place?)
  • have more *** ***
  • figure out how the style.css file actually works
  • actually finish the big lebowski instead of falling asleep in the middle of it (i've tried like 3 times to watch this movie and cannot finish it regardless of how hot jeff bridges is in it)
  • maybe get around to world peace and ending hunger...

anyways, with any luck, you'll be hearing from me again soon. likely on a day that i didn't wake up at 6am after 4 hours of sleep. well, until then. ♥

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name: z
pronouns: he/she
age: late 20s
very austistic. i love transformers and music! let's be friends! :3c



now watching: The Big Lewbowski (1998)
now reading: absolutely nothing